Thursday, March 21, 2013

m e m o r i e s...

“Memories leave us so alone, they can never replace the sounds of those voices and the light in those eyes; memories can never give us back the precious minutes we needed in order to say those last crucial words that now ache in us, unanswered. This world, our world, moves constantly toward death, sometimes in small disappointments and sometimes in searing losses that leave us fragile cynics.”


Lets travel.. ❤❤

A dream to travel the world.
I want to travel the world. Take along my camera, capture stupefying scenery and write about my amazing experiences. Swing to places by foot, by land, by water or by air. Fly to the top of the highest mountain. Droop freely in the air through sky-diving. Feel the coldness of the water as I jaunt with the motor jet. Scuba dive and let my eyes fete on a marine wonderland. Cast off and go for the big one out on the ocean wave. Leap on a mountain bike and head up into the hills for a thrilling day. Pick up a paddle and kayak along the coast, in a sheltered harbour, on a lake or downstream. Hurl all my burdens. Savor all the moments. And live my life to the fullest! 

I don’t want to get to the end of my life and realize that I lived just the length of it. I want to have lived the width of it as well. Soon, I’ll make this happen, together with the one I love.








who art thou to judge?

Does judging others make them feel better about themselves? If they pry people would that means they get above them? Some people focuses more on pulling others down rather than being better for themselves. They don’t even give time to know that person. What sucks is they think they know everything about you but the truth is they have no clue about who you really are and what you’ve gone through. Do they know how much damage it may cost to an individual? They’ll never know how it feels like until they get in your shoes.
They say we are brought up in a society where if you do not look a certain way or act a certain you are automatically an outcast. And we lived in a manner where it’s normal and accepted to judge people for all sorts of things. I believe we are to be treated with kindness and show some respect. You don’t live to please people. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone. You will find happiness without letting them walk into your lives. Pay no attention to them. Ignore them. You have to be strong and don’t let them get to you.


Saturday, February 2, 2013

I'd Kill To Go Back To High School.


If only I could turn back the time, I would,
but unfortunately, I could not... :(

High school life will always be memorable for me, because it is where I truly learned what life is really all about. I learned to cherish the little things I have with my loved ones. I learned to be contented on whatever I have right now. I learned how to stand still and be strong no matter what life throws at me. I learned how to respect, care, and love the people around me, and lastly, the most significant one, which surely I will bring with me for the rest of my life, I learned to trust and love my ever undying Superhero, Jesus Christ.

Looking back, I admit I did not make the most of my high school life. I had been a disobedient student(kinda). I did not take my academics (really) seriously. I take my potentials for granted. I hurt some of my friends. I was not able to be the person that I can be. I missed a lot. There are many things I should have done, which may result to a better outcome, but I was too blind to see that I gave more priorities on the less important things.

I miss my Freshman, Sophomore, Junior and Senior years in high school.. I miss my friends.. I miss our crazy times.. I remember how we used to drive the teachers crazy,our loud laughs and all.. I miss the careless mind set.. I miss the butterflies I had every day I see my boyfriend and all with him. (:

Four years in high school seems like not enough. I did not even notice how fast the high school years flew by.Yet in spite of all the negative things, I still want and will say I had the best time of my life. Experience is said to be the greatest teacher, and I strongly believe that. I had been through a lot during my high school years. There were many times when I was down.There were many times when I was emotionally hurt. There were many times when I stumble and fall, and barely could stand up again. But the lesson is, one cannot learn how to stand up and be strong unless he/she first fall.

No matter what happen, I will never forget my high school friends for they showed me the true meaning of friendship. They are the reasons why I enjoyed much my high school life. I may meet and have new group of friends soon, but for certain they will still be different and irreplaceable in my heart. I do not know how can I ever thank and show my depth of gratitude to God for all of the wonderful people He has brought into my life. Without them, I would not be where I am right now.

Change is constant. I do not know what the future holds for me. I have no idea where would I be five years from now, but there is one thing I am very certain about, everything happens for a reason by God's will and I shall not fear. I am a grown up person now. I must not be dependent anymore. I must be strong enough to accept whatever challenges are there ahead of me.

For my dear readers who are still in high school, you should enjoy every minute. No matter how much it sucks. I really do regret wasting away all my precious time while I was still in high school. Because it is when you moved away for college that you'll realized that the 'real world' is way different than being a high schooler. So, please, have as much fun as you can! Believe me, you can ask anyone who has graduated high school, they would totally kill to go back.

Until now it is the best phase of my life,

nothing compares to it,
not college not work, it all sucks!

If only I could really turn back the time, I would...

-_-

Maybe you noticed or maybe not, but I haven't posted anything in quite some time. What is there to say or write about something my life lately? Everything is so incomprehensible yet so routinely the same.
I know things have been really quiet around here lately. Life is pretty boring. I hadn't been inspired and nothing interesting had happened lately. That explains the lack of update. I've been wanting to write or post something, anything for the couple of days. Nothing, absolutely nothings comes to mind. Any suggestions - good topics or anything you would me to write or post about? PM me :)