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When you haven’t heard his/her voice for a while, it feels like the distance spans longer and the time goes really slow. But, when a minute later he/she called, even just to say ‘Good Morning, sweetheart!’ then all of sudden the distance between you both shrinks a thousand miles and the time goes really fast, which make you can’t wait another day to see your loved one face to face.

LDR ..

No matter how sad I am, there’s always a person that can make me smile.No matter how suicidal I feel, there’s always a person that will make me feel alive again, that will make me believe in my future again.

And that person is Joseph, my lovely boyfriend. The only thing that I hate about our relationship, is the distance. I’m in Las Vegas, he’s in Philippines. :'(
But just seeing his face on my screen, makes me happy. He’s the best. I want to see him, hug and kiss him. That’s how much I love him. <3

30 day-LDR Challenge :)

Day 1: Your name and his/her name
Day 2: Your ages.
Day 3: Your locations.
Day 4: How did you meet?
Day 5: Since when have you been together?
Day 6: What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and viceversa
Day 7: How do you communicate with each other?
Day 8: Favourite thing you’ve given him/her?
Day 9: Favourite thing she/he has given you?
Day 10: Favourite thing about him/her?
Day 11: Pick one thing you miss (I know there are 192,389,238,420,394,023,94 things)and describe it in detail.
Day 12: How would you define love?
Day 13: What do you think is the hardest thing about distance?
Day 14: Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. 
Day 15: Favourite love song?
Day 16: Favourite love movie?
Day 17: Favourite love quote?
Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to)
Day 19: I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her/him say.
Day 20: Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship, or something you have done)
Day 21: Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone ha, whatever you want)
Day 22: Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream)
Day 23: Do you have a song? Which one is it? (if you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her)
Day 24: Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise
Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off
Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you
Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in.
Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do?
Day 29: When will you see her/him next?
Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?

LOVE can't be measured .. ♥

not again please .. :'(

What if we break up again?

 

 

Sometimes I think love is not for me .. </3.

crazy fights ! :(

If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t bother. You’re 8000 something miles away. To me you’re worth it. But you just make things so difficult. And when you tell me we’re not a definite thing, we might not make it, that makes me wanna give up even more. But you get mad at me for that. I mean, if you don’t believe in us, why should I? :(

♥

what is life without you?

without you, i will be like a rose without thorns, it would lose its meaning as a rose.

without you, and my life would be as meaningless as it can be,

you gave me so many reasons to live my life to the fullest,

you gave me melody in my life`s tune,

you gave me the instrument to carry on my music,

and you gave me the light to show the way to you.

i'm happy now, now that i have you in my life,

so happy that i could just live with you everyday,

that i would be so willing to spend these blessed days with you.

i am much contented with you, i am thankful enough that you are mine,

and i can say i'm the blessed girl in the world.

i know i can't give you much, but i'll give you myself.

i know it may sound obsessed or what, but with you , everything seems so complete.

and i want you to know that whatever happens.

i'll always prove to you, that i'm this kind of girl that you were always dreaming of.

that would never leave you and will always wait for you :)

i will always love you until the end of time :* ♥

A GUY WHO FEARS GOD ! O:) ♥

Find a guy who is God fearing and will RESPECT you as a person and a woman.A guy who loves only one person more than he’ll ever love her. And that’s God.Who puts God before her.
Who don’t want to be the center of his girl’s world because that’s Gods spot.Who wants God to be the center of their relationship.

If he has a good relationship with God, I guarantee he’ll have a good relationship with her,because he knows what’s right and wrong, and what he should and shouldn’t be doing.
And a guy that feels the same way about purity and won’t make sustaining from those things because he feels the same way about waiting until marriage.
He would want them to save it all, ‘til the right time comes.
And besides, being God fearing is a total package.
He knows how to respect, love and never take advantage of a girl, because again he fears God.

I MISS YOU SO ! :'( ♥

9:34am(Phil. time)
November 15, 2012


We haven't been tOgether fOr 5mos. and it feels like a year withOut seeing him .. :(nO matter hOw much i try nOt tO put this feelings into words,i just cant stop myself.
Boredom is at its peak fOr the mOment .. :/

i miss the way we are tOgether,our cuddles, crazy fiGhts, our laughs & our jokes ..He's the reason why i look fOrward fOr the next day & the reasOn why i sleep late.
there is something abOut him that makes me happy & comfortable ..
hearing his voice in a phone call simply makes me smile.
i feel like, i need tO be in his arms riGht nOw, esp.on the 30th-his birthday!i miss his smell, his touch & everything abOut him.if i can just telepOrt nOw, haaaayss : ((

How will you know when you miss someone? It's when you're in a very happy crowd, but still you're looking for someone else to be with..

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME ..

I don't smoke. Haven't tried and will never ever try. I am a sucker for vegetables and other healthy foods. I get stuck in the mirror .. well, who doesn't? :P

I was once addicted to stationery papers and stickers. Just a thing where i scribble my thoughts. I'm kinda blessed with an uncanny ability to express thoughts but solely in writing. Writing allows me to get my thoughts on paper that I can't express out loud,its my release .. :D

Theme parks and amusement parks never fail to bring out the kid in me. I always wanted to fly. I'd rather wear shorts than skirts. I love doodling ..

My boyfriend is 4days older than me. I get jealous easily. I am happily in love. #LDR

I love being surrounded by people(nice people). I love having friends that are into music (sweet love songs/acoustic/screamo/rock etc.) I'm way too nice to people. I needa learn how to be mean .. LOL

I am not a camera shy type of person. I'm not perfect and i don't intend to be. I can sing and can dance tOo. I can stay up all night .. I can't sleep easily . Uughhh ! :/

I am sentimental. I easily forgive but i don't forget. I am religious in my own way ..

I admire girls who can play instruments and sing. I dont feel that I am all that beautiful, but I love myself ..